And work i must

I’m finally admitting it; I’m suffering from a midlife financial crisis. On one hand, it is a little disturbing because I have to think of so much at this point. Two of my siblings were still in college and in less than a month from now, they will need, of course, payment for tuition and fees related to that. My brother, second child in the family, is waiting for his papers as he is bound to Singapore but until that day, he’ll want all the help I can give. On another, it is a tough realization and I must say a good one. I’ve been itching to “learn” what financial management is so I guess today is good day to do so.

I think yesterday will really go down in this blog (my official life book as of the moment) as the day I watched clouds form and I mean this literally. I think I have to write another entry on the matter because I think the experience is highly dramatic it can rip a heart apart, haha. From another point, yesterday was my official start on Project Kahinangan and I’m really aiming for a best kick off. But at the end of the day, I know that I failed to do that. What I accomplished was only a modest start. As I went back on the things I did that day, I realized that I made the first sin one of my bosses told me not to commit…I got totally preoccupied of the result more than the process. So, I missed out a few things. I really hope to remember his advice for the rest of the project journey…and for the rest of this life…and after life.

I have so much to rethink about this life…and of course, I still have so much to change. My world has never been as demanding and as challenging as before. And I guess I have so many things worth focusing on than crying over lost times.